Hello, i have bpd, and i have an enormous addiction to coke, since my breakup 3 months ago everything fell apart, i isolated myself from everyone and i just want to get rid of this but at the sams time my impulses are horrifying. I am getting medical assistance and psychological and everyone says should be gradually since atp my body could go thru a shock if i quit it just like that, i just want or wish someone could be friends with me or something or idk im confused