Was doing great up until the weekend. Back down to day one. Ugh. I always feel so damn good when I don’t drink, then I think one won’t hurt me, then that one turns into 8 and then bam, I have to reset my start date. It’s an exhausting cycle that I so badly want out of yet it’s my own doing that’s keeping me wrapped up. It’s embarrassing to think I’m just self sabotaging myself all the time. But today is a new day!! Today, I will focus on self love, and by self love that means not drinking. In order to love myself, I need to start taking care of myself.