Abit taboo in my country but one of my addictions is casual sex. Its so easy to reach for a body rather than sitting with the emptiness sex distracted me from. Esp with hook up apps its easier than ever to find a hook up, and be left feeling empty after ward. The cycle is vicious. I dont think sex is bad, but when youre using it to escape your life thats a different story.. i dont want to reach for a distraction from the emptiness, i want to sit with this emptiness and learn from it instead. What is this teaching me about myself? How can i better show up for myself?