1 week and 3 days no alcohol today. For two years I drank a half to a whole 750ml of vodka every night. Sometimes I crave it so I don’t have to be anxious about the mess I’ve made. But I know that facing them is the only way to move forward. If I keep drinking to cover up my pain/regrets/mistakes, I will never quit. I want to be better. I don’t want to lie anymore. When do you start to regret less?