I realized that if I want to maintain the life I worked to hard to build then I have to give up alcohol. I can’t have my dream job, I can’t keep good friends, I can’t have my family in my life, I can’t continue to live in the apartment that I love and I can’t pass this licensing test without give up alcohol forever! I am risking everything by drinking alcohol so now I am choosing all of that over alcohol. Here is to day 2 of being sober. I can and will do this!!