over four months… been having mood swings again and again. i honestly stopped taking my lithium after giving it four months to do… anything? and it didn’t. i definitely feel better than i did when i was on it. i was in this endless depression that felt like purgatory on lithium. but i’m definitely getting my bpd symptoms of rapid mood swings back. one of the few things that i can do to bring myself some happiness is look cute. i wish i could gotten better quality pics outside but it was pouring rain so these were taken in a bathroom at outpatient on timer. last night i knew i wanted to wear a skirt and tights, boots, and lots of jewelry and hairclips (tho to be fair, i other sort everyday). i also started a new painting today. plus my dior bag someone i only knew for a week gave me (it’s real) ft. my keychains.