T/W: Faded marks! Okay so, I've been self harm free for like a month and a half, and get really bad cravings sometimes, especially when I'm angry. And I had cravings today. I seen my sister using this tattoo making kit (It's called HelloBlink, it's a kids toy lmao) and I decided to try it out and make some cute drawings to calm down, it worked a little bit, but I was still craving the blood and sting. So I wrote my crush's name down and decorated it with hearts and put them over where I used to cut, it'd similar to the Butterfly method, IYKYK, so it makes me not wanna hurt myself as well as him even if its only his name, which them again, names hold power. ❤️ (STAY CLEAN MY LOVES, I BELIEVE IN YOU❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️)