i'm almost 100 days sober! i have my first performance in months. i am NERVOUS! but... it's good nervous. it's different honestly. I like performing and missed it, and my drinking affected my reliability and reputation so i've been out of the game a bit. things are weird but it's nice. i don't wanna do badly and im glad i still have passion. i don't think drunk me could do this which is really lovely 🥰