This is why I know I can’t drink anymore, this scar is living proof. I was so drunk and so emotional I gashed my own leg with a broken piece of pottery because I was in an argument being told all the bad things about myself I already knew and I just wanted it to stop. I don’t know why I thought that was the answer but I was drunk. Drunk me doesn’t think. Drunk me doesn’t process before reacting. Being sober means I can regulate my emotions and never do something to myself like this again.