Hitting 60 days clean from all substances tomorrow. I’ve been off opioids for 2 years and pregabalin for over a year, but I turned to cannabis and muscimol (legal shrooms, they’re more of a downer than a psych) to replace those clutches. I didn’t realize it was an issue until I took way too much muscimol and ended up in the ER. First time I went to the ER for an “overdose” believe it or not. It was terrifying waking up there, still high out of my mind, not realizing what was happening. I’m so grateful for where I’m at now. I rarely crave anything, I actually spend time doing hobbies and fun activities, and I have a much better relationship with everyone in my life. Don’t give up folks, I know I’m in early recovery but I can already tell, it’s so worth it.