I think the thing I miss most about smoking weed was the ritual. It was so calming to me. I just loved the routine of it all. I used to collect so much beautiful glass too. For some reason that’s what I miss right now. I haven’t smoked flower in over a year and I haven’t had my own stuff to do this ritual in over 2. Pens did the job, but it wasn’t the same at all. As much as I crave the high, I really do yearn for that routine of grinding and packing/rolling before that first hit so much more right now.