**Daily Prompt** · What's the hardest thing about your week? · Dealing with these pregnancy hormones leaving my body and recovering from surgery. I'm super sensitive about everything right now. Feelings getting easily hurt. Which typically hurt feelings led me to drinking so I've had more thoughts about wanting to drink. Not so much a craving but more a reaction to being upset since that used to be my go to as a way to cope. I've been feeling really sad and down on myself. Especially about my appearance. I know I'm only a few days after having surgery but I hate the way my stomach is looking and I'm still swollen but I feel fat and just ugh not feeling great about myself which is also making me have thoughts about drinking to drown out the thoughts. I won't give in though. I'm going to stay strong. I'm 5 days shy of hitting the 30 day mark. I know I can do it.