it’s hard when that one thing was in your daily routine and it seemed normal and I was still going to class,work.seeing my friends while completely high out of my mind but it was very functioning so they couldn’t notice but now I’m 1000% sober and it feels so weird now knowing nobody knows that I was doing it since I’m sober now. I wish atleast someone did so I could tell them that but a struggle like this will only be judged. fighting battles alone is okay but pretending like your okay is not.i think about it ALL THE TIME like there’s no day that goes by where I don’t think of it. I do things like hiking,exercising and even drawing but no matter what it’s always there in my mind lingering and imagining how these activities would be better if I was high but in reality it won’t. I’m only using this app so I could prove to myself and I that I’m not an addict or a junkie .im a person like anyone else