I quit drinking and smoking 77 days ago. And the anxiety and nightmares are waking me up out my sleep. Therapists offer me meds and I refuse to take any. Idk how much longer I can go raw dogging these emotions. Considering a medical marijuana card but I’m facing legals and I don’t want to hinder my case. This is hard. This is the longest I’ve been sober since I was 14. I’m 32 now.