At first I was very nervous about this. And I guess I still am. I drink club soda and just enjoy the company. But this is where the cravings hit hardest. Everyone else is drinking, sometimes the music feels right and the vibe is right, and it’s a warm and beautiful day out, and the memories and the habits come back to mind. It’s harder to resist. I think I need to space these social events out more or find different environments for them.