Not sure if anyone will read this but I forgot my journal in my new place, currently staying with my friend. But I as well will treat this as a personal journal. Its been a year officially today since my grandma passed and its been a little over a month since my ex dumped me. I met someone very naturally over the weekend and it was really nice because 2 weeks after the break up I was collecting my own pieces and putting myself back together. My ex never wanted to give me my closure or clarity, I had to come up with my own. And I did! Life kept going on and thats something I realize after my grandma passed away. With that being said I had so much potential going for me, I had so much growth already from Day 1 of the break up. I never stopped doing me and I pushed myself, sure some days were hard but I still did it. And it made me super happy, I was blossoming, humungous things were going on for me. Everything was happening so fast but so natural that I couldnt even think. My growth skyrocketed and Im so proud of who I am just even a month later. And it makes me think of my Grandma, she probably was looking out for me. Everything I spoke on was spoken into existence. Good karma found me from good deeds I did because it felt right, like I realized Im healing in a healthy and great way. And what more to add onto this healing is to quit vaping. I only vaped because my ex got me back into it, but it doesnt benefit me in any way.. why I did it? Bc I like the head rush, bc i want to look cool.. Thats so stupid for me to think like that, but it was true thats how I felt. But today is the official day of starting a new chapter, moving into a new place, quitting vaping, and moving on!