Fuck fuck fuck. I just relapsed. I found some of my boyfriends of dope and a needle and relapsed after 40 plus days clean. I don’t know if I should tell him or not to be honest because he’s been clean for 12 days. I have a feeling he’s going to feel really fycking mad at himself and me and guilty. Help. What should I do. I can’t hind this. I have track marks all over my arms and hand now because I kept shaking so bad.