TW!!! i actually struggle so much. will it be better if i actually tell someone what’s going on? people know im bulimic, what they dont know is that the disorder made me leave religion, relapse on self harm, steal stuff and money (1000$+ for food and lax over months), abuse lax and ruin my organs, cut myself to fake period with that blood, fail school cause of malnourishment … theres so much i cant tell people irl, i dont know what to do. what do you guys think? i need brutal honesty