good afternoon, ppl! yesterday was 84° n i was able to wear shorts (no AC in my house / alone) for the first time in months. rn it’s 81°, altho it feels hotter, n i’ve got some errands i need to run - so i’ll b goin out in public. i can’t help but wear jeans n add a flannel. i’m still ‘recovering’ from (severe) weight loss n self mutilation. im not the quickest healer n although it’s been over a month, i can still see the angry, painful marks n bruises all over my legs. im alr uncomfy in my body, n this j adds another level of shame/guilt. ig hotter weather is another motivation to stay clean. i fucking hate sweating.