Today was tempting. 24 days sober on the wagon. Fridge failed, gonna cost for a fix, moved items we could save to the garage fridge. I have my liquor and beer there. Had to move to make room. Poured out a few bottles and mixers. I’m definitely committed, but it crossed my mind. And what’s extremely wild, was I caught my spousee who’s supposedly on her diet, eating ice cream after I cooked an amazing healthy meal her and the kids raved about. The roles have switched, where I was sneaking multiple shots of vodka and seltzers, in the garage - and shes sneaking ice cream wondering why she’s not loosing weight. I don’t judge - cause I’ve swapped for a zero calorie soda or lots of water. And I still love coffee. Wild.