I have been feeling really down. I know part of it has to do with my hormones since I was technically pregnant and now I'm not. All those hormones are leaving my body and it's messing with me. Especially since I miss my kids and am already having issues seeing and talking to them. I wrote my ex about seeing them and he grossly over exaggerated my lack of involvement. Saying that for years I haven't asked about the kids or anything. And you know what, he's kinda right. I never asked HIM about the kids. Because he never answered me. But I did ask my kids personally. I have screenshots of me talking to both my daughters over Snapchat. I have screenshots of me talking with my ex's mother who typically has the kids more than him. Idk it's just like. The audacity. Plus what sense does it make to respond to my request of "hey if there's something going on with the kids can you please let me know" by saying no you can't know because you didn't ask before so now you don't get to know but at the same time we expect you to be more involved but also no you can't be involved. Like what? ? and my oldest daughter is not talking to me and I don’t know why I knew she’s going through some things and it’s really worrisome to me and I don’t know if my ex knows what’s going on and he’s not telling me but I just feel like she’s hurting and if she is, I should know that I know why what’s going on like what is something bad happened to her and they’re just keeping it from me