Im 8 months clean . I spent 30 years on meth, lost my kids and my whole world fell apart. I had no ideal how to live life. Im.now in sober living, its so important to surround yourself with like minded people. Dind love for urself, and live life! Its so hard, i grieved my past life for a long time. Im finally happy almost have my kids back and wanted to hop on here and tell u guys, there is life w out purpose and its not going to come easy. Wishing u all the best